Reading In Bed <3

A comfortable place to find waking 

The cavernous expectations you indeed

Thought exclusive perhaps or shameful

You’re twelve; you’re a child,

An infant, even, howling for a single key

And you’d try at every door you see 

To be let in and discover what you knew you knew,

What you’d found at four or six and harvested somewhere temporary,

What mutated, unconsciously, creeping into everyday luck

A recollection of patterns grown stale or ripe

The omnipresent buzzing of impressions unidentified 

And now, finding their isotopes on the wider map

Carefully engaging their newfound capacities 

And trusting that all maps might widen similarly